vintagetrooper(:

baby don't hurt me no more.

2007-05-26T23:18:00.000+08:00

bangla-beng-
this is what i nicknamed my DADDY DEAREST (:
nay, not 'cause there's some animosity between us and thus the ~~derogatory~~ awful nick; in fact, we're like BROS, man!
ok well it came 'bout cause he used t be so tan(like a bangla!) & has this really huge&sharp nose which normal chinese men don't usually have.
& the beng part is uhm 'cause MY DAD DIGS TECHNO! &heavy metal, slow rock blahblah. aye basically just anythg that shakes the roof/ceiling.

(& because he wants to dye his hair BLONDE zomgggg)

i'm dedicating this entry t him 'cause yesterday 25may was his 47th birthday!
NOW PLEASE SEND IN ALL YOUR WARMEST REGARDS, GREETINGS AND WELL-WISHES T MY DAD, THE MR BEAN LOOK-ALIKE! (: nevermind if it's belated or not.

by far, he's the most nonsensical chinese father i've ever met.
he taught me wrestling when i was 4; introduced Guns 'N' Roses t me 11yrs ago(&told me t headbang with him t the booming music in the background which resulted in mom's banning of us playing GNR's music at home. she thought we went crazy.); allowing me t punch his tummy whenever i want t; throwing me into the pool(with no floats zomg!) right after i told him i finally learnt how t swim; backstabbing my mom(hahahaha inside joke) & aiya alot of crazy stuff which im not obligated t list it all out for you (: if you are my fren, you should have already heard many exciting tales of my dad!

envious right, kids?
well don't be, just learn t be more appreciative of your dad. everytime he pisses you off, just think how much time he's left and understand his anxiety that he can't nag us forever so he must nag here and now. the same goes for mom, but uhm im having more difficulties for that so haha!
t quote from nat, "count your blessings. just think hard and you'll find the good in everythg. sometimes we are just too overwhelmed by the bad we simply just shove the good aside and wallow in self-pity. self-pitying seems easier than self-reflecting."

yes kids, sounds simple but i know it's not easy. i'm trying! so should you!
appreciate your <3 ones and your world will be a much better place! (well, minus Bush and his minions)

of course he's not always all funlaughter&joy; he's a gemini, he has the other side of him as well, which is the ~~annoying~~, typical Chinese father side. i'm trying t love that part of him as well (:

while you shower your mom with TLC, have you done so for your dad?
make the world a better place, HUG YOUR DAD! (:
who knows, it might contribute t a better economy!
e.g. hug = makes dad happy = more productive = production cap increases.
or simply cause : hug = makes dad happy = gives you more allowance = you spend more = consumption increases = aggregate demand increases as well = national income rises! this process will have a multiplier effect...

ok fine, im sparing all from my freakonomics. so all in all, i just wanna say,
I <3 YOU DAD.

ps: i will upload a pic of the legendary bangla-beng soon. hehe. after i get his permission that is!

she says it doesnt hurt.

2007-05-17T20:23:00.000+08:00

feeling so ... inadequate. like i'm lacking, forever lacking.
no not material wise, but sthg deeeeeeep down.
nat told me my bleeding bank account has A LOT t do with my own inadequacies which i can't really put my finger to. fyi, he can't, too.
maybe it's my own irrationality.
maybe it's my rashness; my insecurities; stupidity; temperament... yadayadayadayadayada. the list will go on for a several pages if i were t list em all.

I'm a very flawed person, i know.
Not that i'm not trying to be a better person.
making weeeeeee lil improvements everyday (: like, i'm trying to smile more now!

shit.
i just bought another wetseal top online
GAHHHHHH. OK LAST PURCHASE ONLINE FOR THIS WK.
just one more black/white waisted belt and dorothy perkins summer frock and i will stop all my incessant spendings.
period.

ok sorry i digress, and i was trying t say that ...

I REALLY APPRECIATE MY FRIENDS &MY FAMILY &MY CLASSMATES !!!
thank you for always bearing my flaws, my inadequacies.
thank you for staying with me through tough times, beautiful times (:
thank you for being so fantabulous!
UTMOST RESPECT & LOVE T Y'ALL! cuz honestly, i wouldn't like me if I met me.

♥ my sunshines who's been thru all shits with me (:

♥ the best sister in the world; she buys me tidbits even thou she only has allowance of $2/day.

♥ alll others. heh i will upload more pics next time. till then! im going to watch House now! (:

time for some meme!

2007-04-21T22:12:00.000+08:00

as much as i ~~hate~~ doing memes, i have t do this otherwise jodi wont talk t me anymore ): i'm just uhm a month late hunneh! -tugs shirt. HAHAHA !

okay so here goes: 6 weird facts bout TORRANCE THE GREEK GODDESS. (shut up i dont need your comments)

1. All i need is a pair of pretty undies t make my day. which is precisely why my lovelies always (and i mean ALWAYS) give me undies for my burfdays. thank you, y'all know me too well. <3 & please ah, dont try t peep under my skirt on days when im gay! heh.

2. I like my man flawed. very flawed. HOHO. i like t play the heroine you see. HEH

3. My left arm is much, MUCH stronger than my right. as proven by nat's ass.

4. I dig bus-hopping t get lost in places unknown.

5. I can foresee the latest fashion trends without having to flip thru those glossy mags or browsing thru the mega fashion worldwideweb! ITS TRUE!!! when i was having the strong urge to paint my nails electric blue a yr ago, i was having so much difficulty finding the EXACT SHADE. half a yr later, EVERYWHERE ELECTRIC BLUE! AND DEN! i bought this grey tunic from M&S last dec, it den so happened that GREY's the IN colour NOW! AND AND AND last week i was on a crazy graphic slogan tee spree and tadah, guess what. gwen told me that in Canada, graphic motifs tees are the latest craze in town! hoho im so in this industry. ok maybe this aint weird but -shrugs. i cant find anything more weird bout myself. im quite normal you know.

6. I'd rather walk for 20mins than t wait 10mins for the shuttle bus t gt me home in 5mins. I HATE TO WAIT AND DO NOTHING!!! so i'd rather walk and sweat like a polar bear walking in the sahara desert. ok that wont happen but you get my point.

alright. 'nuff said. IM SO NORMAL OKAY JODI!

last night

2007-04-09T21:54:00.000+08:00

walau eh!
theres this frauder/scammer in some *livejournal selling community based in sg with the same first name as MUA!
amagawd. what if one day some woman(who got conned by that T no2) just come out from nowhere & bitchfight me? WALAU DEN I'LL DIE OF A WRONGFUL DEATH! either from killing that woman &gt sentenced t DEATH OR she whacks me t death. )=

IM REALLY SCARED, LA!
DADDDDYYYYY WHYYYY TORRANCE?
WHY?!
WHY NOT CARMEN ELEKTRA LEE ?!

&i thought my name was one of a kind.

SIGH.

p.s.: i wanted t put *livejournal as LJ but it sounds quite wrong this way - some *LJ selling community based in sg; there will definitely be some nehnehs around thinking its some brother dicks selling site.

walmart is love, too.

2007-03-25T21:42:00.000+08:00

shocker 1: BFF gwen bought me a dress from walmart t prove that we arent brand whores; that she DOES go t walmart for fashion and that i could carry off any style; doesnt matter if its balenciaga, bcbg or walmart.
shocker 2: she got it from the JUNIOR SECTION asdfghjklwtf(?!)
shocker 3: IT FITS ME SO WELL, ITS SWELL! -everyone gasps- I AM PETITE! hahahaha i mean, obviously la. compared t e well-endowed Americans, i'm a molehill and they're the everests. hahahaha! okay so this aint really a shocker but its considered one t some assholes.
shocker 4: that woman forgot to mail me the belt of the dress. brilliant. haha! so im jus gon pair my vintage balenciaga belt with that baby. s w e e t. but still, hons, please mail me the belt! (x
shocker 5: the postage fees'(from las vegas t sg simei) almost 1/5 the cost of the dress itself. HAHAHA!

so here goes my dedication t e sweetest BFF ever:

GWEN-MARIE! I LOVE YOU
& THE DRESS
& WALMART!

please bring me down t walmart when i go over alright. we'll raid the junior &beauty sections!!! :D

till i get over it

2007-03-16T23:58:00.000+08:00

~~Till I reconciled the fact that you'd changed & find out what went wrong~~ for us,

I'm cutting off all contacts of you.

[edit]
in your eyes im always the immature, reckless and irrational brat who's perpetually needy of help, emotional healing and anger management (ha. ha.)
why the fuck d'you judge me? why d'you act like you know me like an open book when you don't even think for me(as me).

&I thought you were the truest, the fairest, the best I ever had.

I hope you'll still be; I treasured you the most, &I still do.

[/edit]

(: i'm fine already, thank you.
moving real soon. till i thought up of some kickass blog add that is.

dig that

2007-03-04T22:07:00.000+08:00

laugh baby, laugh!

2007-02-21T21:53:00.001+08:00

LOVE IN A TRASH CAN

2007-02-16T23:20:00.000+08:00

wake up,

my dear fool!

i wanna miss the last train home

2007-02-04T16:08:00.000+08:00

dear diary

i promise you that i'll stop splurging on online shopping.

yes i know, what a sinful indulgence.

ahhhhh!

till date, i think i've spent close t 300$ on my online purchases alone :O!

my online purchases - dated from 01-Jan t 03 Feb

- rolling stones necklace

- wetseal sailor berms

- miss sixty top

- ballerina bagcharm (which was smashed into pieces by yours truly)

- two asos bags

- rolling stones tee from target

- marykate & ashley "good or bad" lipgloss

- forever 21 plaid cuffed shorts

- zebra-print pencil case & hp pouch

in e meantime, let's not forget 'bout my "outdoors" retail therapy sessions.

OH.MY.GOODNESS!

somebody just confiscate my nets card please!

prrrruuudeeeennnncccceeee! where art thou?!

dark blue; electric blues

2007-01-28T14:34:00.000+08:00

18th was fantabulous :D

♥ yamsheng(i yamsheng-ed &drank right from e bottle) in sch canteen with my class
&hearts; brownie cake &topshop gift card &pretty photostand &burfdaycard &handmade earrings(pretty gang &my fellow sunshines!)&purple smocked tube& pretty undies(x3) &baby pink tee(canaan, keith &christian) &redlips badge(amanda) &white tractor watch(yw) &red tulips(canaan; yes again. haha)
♥ birthday treat @fullerton with family
♥ another birthday treat @ some spanish restaurant i-forgot-the-name & wala wala with childhood sweethearts minus gwen&nat ):
♥ webcam-ed with nat&gwen
&hearts; and allllll well-wishes &burfday greetings.

bliss, pure bliss amidst all e crazy shits in jc life .

♥ -
farewell party @ mrs ng's "resort-styled home"(in her own words) on sat was a bash.

*by now you should know i don't do details xp*

ok gtg t make the very full use of e 18th yr now.

i was young but i wasn't naive

2007-01-18T22:08:00.000+08:00

WISHY WASHY WACKY(haha) WWWIII-SSSHHH LIST, baby!

make me happy (:

1. keyring - i'm still using my dad's guy laroche(spelling?) leather keyring &it's beginning t stink. :/
2. PRETTTYYYYY LINGERIE! hahahah!!! ok for girls only. y'know my size? -winks. LOL
3. RED IPOD NANO! marcus you oweeee me that. like BIGTIME.
4. handphone pouch. too many scratches on my barely one mth old k800i!! dammit
5. 10000000 slimming sessions at marine france bodyline. no less no more. HEHE.
6. smartass boyfriend. intelligent beings are sexy. oh man didnt i jus self-praised? WAHAHAHA!
7. A LAUNDRY BIN that goes with my room decor. which means it has t be wood ('cause everything else in my room is made of wood). yess i live in a jungle; i have woods all around me. hahahah man i love puns.
8. Paper People's notebook/file. they turn me on everytime i step into topshop. so if you gt it for me, i'll be turned on for eternity. ok maybe not eternity.
9. dandelions/daisies/tulips together with handmade cards/letters. note that they're in plural form & comes in a SET. hahah!
10. anything in my favourite colour. <3

ok, done with all the worldly material things.

now, let's list down my spiritual wants.

1. OPTIMISSIM even when im slapped with blood-bathed scripts &/or bad boyfriend(s).
2. TOLERANCE. (my name is Torrance but that doesn't mean i have THE TOLERANCE.) embrace differences!
3. INTELLIGENCE uhh need i say more? this yr As leh.
4. PATIENCE PATIENCE PATIENCE!!! i think i can never emphasise enough how badlyyyyy i needed that.
5. PRUDENCE. i think chrissy& earthee cant agree more.
6. MATURITY. hope it comes with age. y'know as a package kinda thing. hahah

HAO! that's it. i think spiritually im quite a happy&contented person (see the short list of my spiritual wants, compared t my material wants)

<3
8more days t LEGALLY EIGTHEENTH.

forever seventeen

2007-01-17T21:38:00.000+08:00

sorry folks for e lack of update...

..wait a min, i take that back 'cause i don't feel sorry;

I AM NOT SORRY.

hahaha OK NVM. just one of my days, y'know when you feel all hyper as though you're experiencing the SUGAR RUSH every min. dig it dig it dig it dig thatttt

*note t canaan: y'know you should stop buying me (cheapo 70cents) icecream. see la! look what you've done! sugar overdose LIAO!

okok honestly speaking, i think i got tired of blogging. (you must be thinking WHATS NEW RIGHT?!!) i'd really prefer t read other peepo's blog than t update mine. HAHAH no, not voyeurism.

OK I GTG NOW. hahaha jus when you were expecting yours truly t give a blow-by-blow acct of how i spent my terrrrific hols and what nots, im just going t leave you hanging, craaaavingg for more of ME. HAHAHA OH MAANNN don't you jus love suspense? stay tuned!

I PROMISE I WILL BLOG SOON, LA. like, tmr ok? cause i need t update you kids what i want for my legally eighteenth burfday. it's so important that i intend t blog than t do my math. HAHAHA ok i confess, it's jus another excuse not t do math. math/sci peepo, YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND MY PAIN.

I REALLY GTG NOW, HORATIO(from csi: miami; lest you mofos dont know who my hunk is) is calling meeee!

life as we know it

2006-11-01T21:41:00.000+08:00

a couple of days ago, i met e greatest hypocrite, or nicely put, e greatest pretender ever on earth.

annoyed, yes. baffled, VERY.

im really baffled at how imbecile that creature can get. is IT plain stupid or jus plainly overestimating ITS capability? hmmm. then again, it might be both.

but ynoe what, in e end, i had e last laugh.
HEHE :D

kk eeenough i'm going t cont'd my mushy conference with gwen&nat.

oh yes we're having a 3-way relationship(oooh~!). wahahaha.
I WAS JUS JOKING, TWERPS.
tsk tsk.

thank you, come again!

HAPPY EIGHTEENTH BABY!

2006-10-27T09:52:00.000+08:00

i know this is very much belated
but
HAPPY EIGHTEENTH BURFDAY (24/10) EARTH AHPOONAY AKA MOH OFFICIAL!
nono, i won't do a shoutout here. heheh all those mushymushy messages are only for e bright and sublimical(wahahaha!!) eyes of earth ahpoonay. heheheh

chrissypoopoo aka shit guru, candice can can, syen e uh SIAN, alex e "monster in e hair" and i had e honour of celebrating earth ahpoonay's exciting eighteenth with her on tues(24/10) at sentosa's palawan beach :D :D

e girls were in charge of e food( 'cause we cant trust e guys with e food, they will prolly feed us with sand n seawater) while e guys took care of e games&drinks.

uhm it might look kinda miser, but TRUST ME, it was really a spread! there were sinfulicious brownie-cake baked by can, chrissypoo and yours truly; neon beehoon & chicken nuggets by chrissy and filled-with-love sandwiches made by me & my dad(actually, my dad did most of 'em =x)

before we set up our lil cosy picnic, we sent e two lovebirds(syen&earth) t some "romancing" while we prepared e stuff. and of course, we CAUGHT THEM HOT IN ACTION! wahahaha :P

SEE! heh i think i'll make a gooood paparazzi. LOL ok im joking. i've BIGGER DREAMS.

for more details, please go t candice's blog. im too lazy t type everythg here. heheh but i shall compensate for e lack of content with PICTURES! y'noe what they always say bout "a picture says more than a thousand words"? hell yeah, i've more than A picture. HEH HEH.

SEE THAT BIG & BEAUTIFUL POSTER EARTH'S HOLDING? OUR MASTERPIECE! :D

look at syen's longing eyes... now now now, don't you two deny there was no ahem between you guys..

everyone goes "AWWWW...!" heheh

all blacks -- earthee, torrance elektra & candice can can. woohoo look at our biceps!

getting WET -- elektra, chrissy, can, earthee, hair monster

FULL HOUSE BABY

hotttt stuff chrissy poo. oooohhhh~!

my boobs only lookd small when im next t chrissy. LMAO

this is for SYEN, he wants t put this as his display pic, right?

we kinda re-enact e PAE 06a201's Lit Creative Assignment at e beach; with syen as the Prince(instead of ys), Earth as THE MERMAID & chrissy e evil ursula. HELLUVA FUNNYY! hahaha!! i have e videos of it with me. heheh i will try t upload it on youtube or photobucket asap. heh SO STAY TUNED!

& t all those who saw me after tues, you'll see me as the COOKED LOBSTER. second-degree sunburn ynoe! ouchouchouch! it will take at least 3 weeks t heal ): i may even need t see e doc! sighh suckassss. but but but, at least we all had helluva fun on tues! :D

i love you sunshines! <3

There's a freight train coming to force your head in check

2006-10-17T21:39:00.000+08:00

Here's the final bullet to put our love to death.
Our days are never coming back.
I know it's you. I can forget.
Bang, bang. Shoot, shoot.
There's a freight train coming to force your head in check.
Our love is never coming back.
I know it's you. I can forget our love forever ending.

i'm on the phone with cutie canaan now & he wants me t update my blog.
why?
'cuz he wants me t tell e whole world, ok not e whole world but all who reads my blog that HE IS A CUTIE -.- oh god pls forgive me, i jus sinned. HAHHAHA.

hmmm..
life's so far so good, with new earrings(hehe thanks canaan!) and quality time spent with besties, pretty people & my family.
heh & those who went t mj open house hoping t see my mooncake face dere, im sorry t disappoint y'all. LOL. went out with canaan instead, t get some proper things done for my new home. haha im not gonna reveal anythg much bout my new home here, i'm a very private person ynoe! :P will probably contact my pretty people and besties for house-warming soon! YAY I CANT WAIT! MY NEW HOUSE IS AWESOME. EVERYTHING THERE IS AWESOME but my room ): ok nvm I STILL THINK IT IS PRETTY AWESOME. :D

oh, and i painted my room ALL BY MYSELF!
no joke baby, this is one of my many talents im slowly discovering.
& useless(*priv joke :P) nat painted a small part of my house, the "bombshelter". hahaha
THANKS NATTTYYYY :D
even dad was impressed by our masterpieces. HEH HEH.

alright i think tts basically it.
i'm quite sick of typing already. haha all thanks t WR(t all those who doesnt noe wat it is, NO IT'S NOT A PERSON'S NAME)

zai jian!

oh, FURB.

2006-10-13T00:30:00.000+08:00

WARNING: this is not your usual Torrance-styled entry.

Dear C,

since you've dedicated a small portion of your entry t me

it's only prudent of me t reciprocate.

~~ask around~~ open your eyes &you'll know how successful your "event" hs turned out t be.

t be fucking honest with you, i was fcken looking forward t e games. i needed sthg physical t take my mind off pw &e upcoming dreadful results. (i mean it, no sarcasms intended ynoe.)

but i guess it's plain obvious that your planning and organisation indeed screwed up big time-- originally-enthusiastic asses(like me. haha i really wanted t play real, fun games!) were immediately turned off by the STUPID FUCKING GAMES(uh games? seems more like a BE-A-FOOL- FEST t me)

like HELLO, which part of wetting hair and passing balls(ooooh sex connotations~) spells FUN? certainly not t me, nor my friendS(i mus emphasize the plural) and all others who left.

the games sucked and i want none of it.

ok aside from that, i think i need t clear myself from the other "incident"(though i think its more like an accident):

I don't even fucking noe there's a prize presentation for the interhouse games.
-inserts COURTS/BEST(?! i forgot which =x) advertisement- "wo zhen de bu zhi dao!"
I would really love t go if I KNEW THERE WAS SUCHA THANG. like, WHO DOESNT LIKE RECEIVING PRIZES?!

and the only thing i'm sorry 'bout is that i dont enjoy the same kind of fun as you and your comm members do.

as good history students, we must apply what we learn-

PEACEFUL CO-EXISTENCE;

mutual civility

yours truly/

z end.

you deserve more loving, baby.

2006-10-06T22:39:00.000+08:00

as what my squash captain would say, the first blow of "turbulence" has ended.
BUT(sigh yes theres always a BUT to all good shits)
we will all be slapped with our deserves(results, duh) next week, and i can predict yet another catastrophe for yours truly. i dont think theres a need for me t explain WHY, and i dont want to.
soooooo.. I MUST ENJOY WHILE I CAN! which means all e days that i'm spared from the blues(go figure) are ALMOST ALL BOOKED! :D i'm still left with tuesday(after econs lecture) so WANT ME BABY, DATE ME before e trs and my parents kick my larger-than-life-ass. wahahaha. !

finally went t little india with my precious sunshines
well, what can i say? they have never failed t lighten up my day~
I LOVE Y'ALL, MY LOVELY AND GAY SUNSHINE BABYS :D:D
did henna on my left hand, wanted t have it at my ankle but e lady said we can only do it on our hands since we're only paying 3$ each. yes, ONLY 3$! instead of e usual 5$! goo bargain ye? none of us could resist the cheapskate temptation. hahaha.!

ahpoonay & the oh-so-shy.

b-e-a-utiful! guess which is mine? :P

the next stop, bugis! i seriously think bugis village has lost all its appeal t me. so when all things fail, theres always... TOPSHOP! fell in love with a top & tt gorgeous heels. ahhhh my mom's so gonna pay for these! or maybe not. ohwell!

it was home sweet home after a whole day of non-stop shopping(& fooling around)

and right now, i'm savouring this rum&raisin mooncake. ahhhh pure bliss.

happy mooncake festival everyone!

stay tuned for the up and coming GARAGE SALE @ vintagetrooper.blogspot.com!

LATERS(:

you've e lips of an angel, but you sent me t hell.

2006-09-29T00:08:00.000+08:00

Honey why are you calling me so late
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why are you crying, is everything okay?
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we I never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And yes I've dreamt of you too

what a sadddd song
cry with me, everyone.

& no, i did not turn les though you'd let me down countless times.

'cause you're a god & i'm not

2006-09-23T23:44:00.000+08:00

y'noe what, i'm giving it all up.
period.

'cause i have fcken issues & my ego's too enormous for me t swallow

i want you but i dont know what t say, baby

2006-09-22T22:49:00.000+08:00

Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect

Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it.You have the confidence to make the first move.And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best.Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing!

Are You a Good Kisser?

tested & proven!
ahahahaha

you can have the whole of me

2006-09-20T20:32:00.000+08:00

OH FUCK THIS SHITTTTTT
MY IRIVER IS SCREWEDDD. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
-STABS

2006-09-17T20:17:00.000+08:00

I DO NOT LIKE MY HAIR
NOT A SINGLE BIT!!!

GROW FRINGE GROWWWWW

OK I THINK I'MMA HAVE SOME DARKELECTRICBLUE OR RED STREAKS AFTER PROMOS

HEH
LOOK WHAT ALL THAT STUDYING HAS GOTTEN INTO ME

(INSERTS)A BIG FAT MOSES-LIM-LY-OBESE SIGH

MAKE ME HAPPY &I'LL KISS YOU.
YES, YOU!

NOW, TELL ME WHY ARE YOU DEVISING SUCH EVIL THOUGHTS T PROVOKE ME HUH HUH HUH
WHY? YOU DON'T WANT MY KISSYS?
WHY!??!

AHAHAHAHA
BYE YOU MOFOS
I LOVE YOU, STILL :D
YES, YOU MR ____ ____; FOREVER SO SMACKABLE&KISSABLE.

-SCOTTS OFF T EOM-ING-

your subtleties, they strangle me

2006-09-15T12:56:00.000+08:00

e walls start breathing
my mind's unweaving

2weeks t promos
revision progress: 5%

ahhhhh IM DEAD.

procrastination killed torrance.
the perfect murder

a falling star
at least i fall alone

i wish i could be every little thing you wanted

2006-09-09T22:32:00.000+08:00

i have dishwalla's every little thing on e repeat mode.

you say you're all right
but I get e strangest feeling
that you've gone away- you've gone away
and will you find out who you are,
too late to change?
*

what are we?
who are we? where do we stand? why do we what we do?

we're neither here nor there; lost?
should we stop &ask for directions, hitch a ride or try t figure our way out, all by ourselves?
are we really lost? or are we running away from the path so we could be lost, lost in e little escapade we created?

i.am.drowned in insecurities
throw me a life buoy, give me your hand & pull me ashore

used, what's new?

2006-09-08T22:45:00.000+08:00

my bum hurts big time :O

went blading with earth ahpoonay @ bishan park
i swear its e most embarrassing moment of my life

hahah shall not disgrace myself here, &ahpoonay, i hope you won't divulge our(or rather, my) lil dirty secret too eh? :P
sshhh its jus between you&I (:

supposed t study at e j8 macs/mos but all filled with muggers(read: rafflesians)
heh it gave us a great excuse not t study(again) & went blading&shopping for e entire day
this girl is one hella great blading/bitching/shopping kaki i tell you!
enjoyed ourselves tremendously laughing at every lil stupid shits(including my ___)
you made my day girl! :D :D
uhm yea so we bought earstuds; all black ones! heh pretty, pretty.
got myself a grey spag top too, a good bargain i'd say(:
ahpoonay as usual, was obsessed with watsons& uhm her hair -.-

yw called while i was on my way home
sorry boy, i was too tired t go out already.
next time ok? i promise!

ahhh im a happy, happy girl!
thanks poonay for spending e whole day fooling arnd with me :D
&yw for keeping me accompany while i was on my busride home

loves!

"how could you lose it when you don't even have it in e first place?"

thank you for loving me

2006-09-08T00:57:00.000+08:00

YES yes babycakes, i've changed e blog layout!
Love e colours(so gay, like me), pity the crammings thou
aiyah. make do luhs, make do with it.
tried my hand at designing my own blog layout from scratch but uhm it ends up looking almost identical t my prev one, except for e colours and pic
got so fed up with it thus settled for blogskins templates instead
this will be jus temporary thou, its not me t use mass-produced layouts
heh i'm special MA!

these gay&bright colours on my blog don't really reflect my current mood&feelings nw
sighsighsighsigh (pun intended)
only you will know, babygirl.

Dear Nat S,
this is for you:

thank you for loving me

anyhow,
do bring a milkmaid home alright!

<3

to all, thanks for being uhm concern bout nat&I.
yes it's all over(quite sometime back actually) but hey, we're still e bestest of e best
so i'd appreciate it ALOT if you guys r t let this matter rest
(:

and it ends right here, right now.

when i see you cry, it makes me smile

2006-09-05T23:19:00.000+08:00

gay day!

#
1. Puked like mad shit in e morning. man, all i see was green&yellow fluid.
2. All i could ever taste is HCL N HCL N MORE HCL. grosssssss.
3. Skipped history test, momma agreed that i was "unfit" t sit for e test.
4. Went t jo's place instead, swimming! ahaha. hey, they say exercise is good for your body(&health)!
5. MY SHORTS WAS SOAKED WITH HEAD&SHOULDERS SHAMPOO 'CAUSE I DIDN'T CAP E LID OF E SHAMPOO BOTTLE TIGHT. NEHNEH.
6. I was stuck in e bathroom while jo dug out some uhm "fitting" bottoms for me from her closet. (shes a size 00 but i'm a size 2!)
7. Out of e 4bottoms she chose for me, only one fits me snugly. but it looks good on me thou. HAHA :P
8. Made a promise t myself t MAKE SURE E BLOODY SHAMPOO BOTTLE IS CAPPED PROPERLY e next time, and everytime. duh
9. Supposed t pay my family doc a visit, but decided against it 'cause i felt better after drinking e passion fruit wine that momma got for me from her shop. yay no jabs no pills!
10. Furniture-shopping with momma, again. its like e 235024580749th time this yr, but hey, its pretty amusing. ha (:
11. Good ol' Christian fixed my damnedpieceofmetal(read:computer)!
12. Momma&Papa thought I dumped nat for christian. nw we should all go, "OH MY HOLY COW!" PURE INSANITY!
13. They do not believe me when i said i have none actually. sad. where's e trust? &parents complained we children are keeping stuff from them. the irony. is this wat people call, uhm double bluffing? ynoe when you tell e truth but people jus insist that you're lying? how frustrating.
14. uhm nthg much actually, jus didnt want t end my entry with 13. hah. ok uhm. i miss you baby girl!
15. 14 aint a good no t end with so i thought of adding another one. heh i think Christian YOU ROCK! and -coughs- you too(:

BYE

oh simple thing,
where have you gone?

perplexed

2006-09-02T18:54:00.000+08:00

it feels like im a basketball player
i keep getting rebounds
-FROWNS.

(edited)
Krunk-ed last night with pretty gfs
i think we went dere too early, everyone was posing around till 11+. a real bore!
den e real party started
heh shall nt divulge any saucy details.

LOL.

it's no secret tt you trs read students' blogs huh.

we left at 3 since chrissy's mommy wants her home before uh dawn.
cabbed t her place (EAST) and den to vance's place (WEST)
e cab fares r like scary pls. i was totally broke aft footing e cab fares. u cant even find a single cent in my wallet!

didnt even catch a wink at his place
fooled around till morn
breakfast at west mall n he sent me home
poor appetite; felt nauseous throughout e whole morn
and so it turned out t be FEVER.
i pray tt ur immune system would be strong(like me) enough t kill e virus ah
heh but i dont pray.
HAHAHAHA ok my entry doesnt make much sense
neither do i.

so here i am

stuckd at home(instead of mugging at yw's place), wallowing in self-pity
i wanna eat, but everythg tastes like urgh t me

ultimate torment for a glutton like yours truly

i crave for jelly! icecoldjelly!

so tell me when you're gonna let me in
im getting tired and i need somewhere to begin

this could be e end of everything.

perplexed.

scream your heart out

2006-08-24T19:39:00.000+08:00

'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

biggest fool alive

2006-08-19T22:48:00.000+08:00

mama tells me i shouldn't bother
that i ought t stick t another man,
another man that truly deserves me
but i think you do

never have i felt so insignificant.
who'd you think i am?
fuck you if you think i'll always be dere for you, with open arms and an open heart.
i'm only nice t you cuz i thought you deserve it
but hell no, why do you have t prove me wrong?

so much time&effort ive committed
you didnt even care, nor acted like you did(well, at least entertain me LA!)
i travelled to and fro;
scurried from malls t malls,
supermarts t hypermarts
trying t find e best ____ for you.
suffered insomia for the past nights cuz i was trying t perfect the ______ ive planned t surprise you.
i was really downright stupidimbecilefoolishsillydumbdodo t have thought that you'd at least give some hoots bout it

OH OF COURSE YOU DIDNT!
'CAUSE YOU THINK ITS YOUR BLOODY RIGHT T DO THIS T ME HUH HUH HUH
'CAUSE YOU THINK YOU'RE SUCHA BUSY&HIGH IN DEMAND _________!

so much for trying t make me stay in sg.
its jus a front, a facade right?

*reminder t self

hello torrance
wake up & SMELL THE FART!
COFFEE DOESNT WORK FOR YOU!
maybe next time you could try ammonia, i hope its pungent enough.

):

PS: i'm nt refering t nat. in case you mofos come haunting nat, again.
PPS: i won't tell who.
PPS: and trs, im not apologetic nor remorseful for the "fuckyou" tt i used in my entry above.

downunder

2006-08-10T15:21:00.000+08:00

You Should Date An Australian!

You're a down to earth, outdoorsy kind of girlAnd you need a guy who can keep up with your adventuresA rugged Austrailian guy is just your styleBetter start learning how to surf!

Which Foreign Guy Should You Date?

HAHAHA
over @ nat's place nw
fireworks tonight :D
toooooodles

insecurity

2006-07-23T15:20:00.000+08:00

i've figured that i won't being using this space as much as i wish.
thats cos what i think isn't important anymore i guess..
and i'm too busy with sch anyway. cos that's all i do.
not much time for people; they don't have time for me. -why d'you have t go?

i guess this is where insecurity comes to the picture

something corporate is teh sexzxz

2006-07-06T21:22:00.000+08:00

ive found a new love -
SOMETHING CORPORATE!
gazillions of <3

LOLLILOP!
ahah its an oldie, by some unknwn band.
thanks t baby pea-n* for sending me tt song :D

okay this entry isnt bout gushing over my newfound loves
i shall blog sthg more sophisticated.
HAHAHAH YEA RIGHT
jus pulling ur leg, of course!
shall jus stick t my usual boring chroncling style.

was s'posed t have this beaching session with e PAE 06a201 peepo on tues
den loadsa shits croppd up, and in e end i went t hit e beach with gwen darleng
wore my new bikini n shades! good thing dere wasnt any crowd at e beach, if not, poor things. LOL yeaa wat an eye sore right? i know.. -pouts.
ahah my shades was sponsored by my dad
he was feeling too generous on sunday n bought me 2pairs of beachy earrings n e huge retro shades.
uber happy :D
met earth poonie n taky at bugis before meeting e guys
shopped around n i bought another pair of earrings(cheap!)
AHH SO NOW U NOE MY FETISH. -winks
met up with e guys later
and syen n alex were so fcken late i blew my my devil horns
every sentence then was peppered with sarcasms; FUCKS SHITS IDIOTS BASKETS were used like punctuations.
hoho sorry i cant tolerate those with probs with punctuality.
i cant control my temper.
maybe i need some anger-management course
maybe.

dined at miss clarity cafe aft walking like some mountain-turtles let loose. roflmao
mannn its DA BOMB.
FOOD: 5 MOOMOOS
AMBIENCE: 4 MOOMOOS
PRICE: 5 MOOMOOS
WAITRESS: 10MOOMOOS. (yes shes damn cute. even syen n alex think so too)
try it baby!
if nt ur life is so wasted. =x

went home with e boys aft their failed attempt t catch any movies.

after my pigging on tues night
i went on a seafood galore last night
HOHOHO i feel so FATTY now.
ate like hell loadsa food
i mean, imagine eating for 2hrs at e table?
AHAH NO KIDDING.
i think i shall not waste my moolahs on anger management course, they will still fail me anyway.
i'd better invest my money on marine france bodyline.
tts more of a wise move, eh? LOL

shall attempt on more sophitiscated and deeeeeep thinking blogging on my next entry
i promise.
NO JOKE.
ahahah i feel there is this strong need t prove this * tt im actually someone with deep thoughts and mature thinking.
wahahaha

ok the end. (im jus too tired t carry on, try writing 2 HIST essays at a go)

mixed feelings

2006-07-02T10:09:00.000+08:00

im experiencing what commonly knwn as the MIXED FEELINGS becus

1. Portugal OWNED England :D
woohooo -torry e rance does e ever-popular little red indian dance
budden again, it wasnt really a glorious victory
with like 11 men against 10
they still cant score, tts till e penalty shootout
ynoe i was so frustrated at e missd opportunities tt i fell asleep on e couch
ahaha okok i was tired alright! try cooking for 3 whole hrs with bunch of idiots(see story later)
fortunately my half-assd bro decided t be *nice* t wake me up t watch e penalty shootout *not very nice actually, he SMASHED my face with his FOOOT while wringling his toes t err poke my nostrils. like EWWWW pls!*
it was so nerve-wrecking okay! broke out in cold sweats some more.
thank goodness they pulld thru and PAWNED england.
HOHOHOHOHO
my bro almost killd me when i was jumping with elation.
whatever man! PORTUGAL WON :D

2. my gay's gonna slap me :(
its nt my fault tt ur rooney gt so fckd up and pushd ronaldo right!
its nt my fault tt e english missd so many shots right!
its nt my fault tt e portugal goalie is so pro right!
its nt my fault tt england lost right!

3. Brazil lost t France :( :(
WALAU EH!
it means tt i can no longer see my KAKA on e screen sweating buckets, exercising his oh-so-perfect muscles and brilliant skills(nt forgetting his handsome face)
WALAU EH!!
WA
LAU
EHHH!!!

4. Christian gave me a rose :D
beautiful blood red rose! I LIKE!
spent e whole afternoon with Chris&Gwen at home COOKING!
hohoho i got so inspired aft reading this!
it was a success okay! :D PURE JUBILANCE!! ECSTASYYY AHHH.
im no longer a disaster in e kitchen
ehehe so im gon' attempt e oat&raisin cookies next!
see, i'll make a fantastic(not desperate! im nt tt hott luhs huh) housewife.
MEN, u can start planning on how t propose t me alrdy
HOHOHOHO!

and so you see
its :D + :( = mixed feelings. ahahaha its like so no-brainer.
you see, deres a reason why im an arts student;
m nt a sci/math person
who is so gawddamn good in manipulating
formulas and eqns.
-

Not two days ago, I was having a look in a book
And I saw a picture of a guy fried up above his knees.
I said, "I can relate," 'cause lately I've been thinking of combustication
As a welcomed vacation from the burdens of the planet earth.
Like gravity, hypocrisy, and the perils of being in 3-D...
And thinking so much differently.

so pardon me while i burst into flames

mannnn incubus is teh sexzxzxzxzxzxzxxxx.
oh wait. incubus does mean a devil having sex with sleeping women(?!!)

im so nt looking forward t wed
FFFF ALL E WAY!

it pains me t see u in pain;

2006-06-23T22:40:00.001+08:00

YES all u faithful fans/readers/fanatics/whatever-ers, im BACK :D
hohoho did i jus saw a group of beauuuutiful peepo jumping for joy?
OH WAIT, noww i see them dancing my infamous little red indian dance!
AHAHAHA wat a joyous occassion.
go on, go on and celebrate my return! SPREAD E JOY! (:

ive tonnes t blog 'bout but dunnoe whr t begin
eheh this shows how eventful my life is
too many unexciting shits.
okeh a very(really, i swear) brief summary of e stinkyfully wonderful shits n pisses(read:bits and pieces)

late may: anticipating e arrival of hols. cant wait t get out of e sea of blue and awful canteen&toilets.
late may, first wk of hols: totally dreaded it. WHY? cuz I STILL HAVE t GO BACK T SCH FOR e SUPPOSEDLY MAKE-UP LECTURES! (no, not those bimbotic kinds whr u learn how t use pencils and crayons t err colour ur face) yes as a student i noe i should be grateful for that; but e attendance is really bad! SEE!

its like PHWOAR. only 5% of e cohort attended e lecture. tsk tsk. ok luhs, i confess, ive only attended like 2days of lectures. HOHO and tt excluded e math one. =x

i mean, who wants t go back during hols and study? give us a break! im so tired of being labelled as e "oh e student from MUGGING(read: meridian) jc ah?"

obviously ive made e wrong choice of comming t mj. mugging was/is and never will be my cup of tea/teh/teh-o/teh-peng/teh-whatever. u get my point.

okeh moving on

2nd wk of e june hols: KOREAAAAA! yay. e long-awaited south korea history trip! totally miss it like crazaye. i miss all e yo-ing in their language( ah-neo-ha-se-yo. ah-neo-ey-ga-se-yo. omar-yo) all e ladies look so hmmm saccharine sweet. but e guys re quite a disappointment. hoho which means, NO HUNKS! those hunky korean actors u see on e silver screen are like one of a kind, rare gems i tell u. either that, or they ve been under e knife t mould them t e hunky man tt we see nw. hoho not surprising thou! besides some sight-seeing(double meanings, in case u dont knw =x), how could we EVER possible not indulge ourselves in e sinful shopping sprees? heh heh heh. im quite proud of myself t be able t survive on 500SGD(approx 230 000WON) for 5days in korea! a word of advice t those whom re planning a getaway trip t korea, bring more moolahs! pretty as they re, they dun come cheap. but well, at least its better than japan!

OH. and i forgot t mention that we went into e stadium in seoul tt hosted e 2002 FIFA WORLD CUP. HYIAK HYIAK HYIAK! we even went t e field where all those soccer legends once laid their 1878946854641USD worth of feets dere. hohoho i jus love tt cringe look u have on ur face :D

I HAVE PROOF OKEH.

so PHWOAR, isnt it?

SEE SEE SEE. ehehe dont u envy me? =x

been here, done that. ahahaha.

really enjoyd myself thorough during e korea trip. lovely roomies. crazy kachings t spend. wonderful hotelroom(its BIG). humorous and oh-so-cute tour guide. absolutely siaocharbor cam-whoring. and how can i forgt our sneaky late-night outs? eheh babys, lets go thai/bali soon okeh!

3rd week - its like burfday parties aft burfday parties. firstly, it was chrissy darleng, den pea-N*, and my mom's one. pea-N* one was like e most craziest one ive ever attended in my 17yrs of life. i dun think its safe t reveal e contents here. ahaha i dowan t gt spammed! its so scandalous! ok for all u curious n kpoh(nthg better t do right!) noseys, PM me for more saucy details. rofl.

4th week(like now!) - it suddenly dawn upon me tt my mid yrs r only A WEEK AWAY! but being e slacker as i always m, only started mugging like yesterday? hohoho. mon&wed was wasted with teeth(aka keith). tues was spent with dearly old gay. tried t study but ended up chit-chatting n caught Silent Hill. gawddd it was a terrible mistake. SO GORYYYYYY! gay n i were wondering how anyone could play tt freaky game. Silent Hill gamers, enlighten e mountain turtles here pls.

ok im tired nw. econs has taken its toll on me.
i think there re like 5more white hairs growing out of my scalp nw.
OH DEAR TUTORS! HAVE MERCY ON ME.
I WANT NO BLOOD BATH ON MY SCRIPTS.
PHANK YOUSSSS VELLY MUCH.

ah-neo-ey-ga-se-yo.
go figure. its pretty simple actually.

shoot me fuck you.

2006-05-17T16:47:00.000+08:00

im so sorry for e lack of updates
tt damned piece of metal is kinda "locked" by my dad
many thanks t my i-got-band-3-for-all-my-subjs sis.

you fucking bitch
i cant believe u claimd t "hate lians and cheena poks" when youre one of them
HA HA HA
joke of e century. well done, uve tickled me pink.

you'll never make it
never, i repeat.

2006-04-25T21:05:00.000+08:00

ive finally see ur true colours, bitch.
EAT MY SHIT N DIE.
DIE! BITCH, DIE!

freeze tt moment

2006-04-22T23:43:00.000+08:00

my heart stoppd beating for a sec whn i saw him online
omg what am i supposed t do?
sigh

im so sorry that ive fallen;

2006-04-22T21:38:00.000+08:00

im so fcken unlucky this week
first i lost one of my newlybought earstud;
den i lost my wallet.
like WTH!
aft some calculations, ive figured out tt ive incurred a total loss of 267$ this week.
phfffftttt.
my parents aint covering up my losses.
sighh wat t do, my bad :(

my thurs n fri aftnoons&evenings were wasted on cheerleading.
what can i say?
its screwed up.
jus like some peepo who kept interrupting e session.
like, STFU ALRDY!
im the one getting e bruises, doing all e dirty job
and dere u re, complaining&whining like a fcken ____ when u ve did/contributed NTHG AT ALL!
3 words for you: UP YOUR ARSE (aka earthee's SODOMY)

okeh on a lighter note
gwen darleng treatd me t dinner at marche on fri night (:
we had ROSTI :D
didnt stay for long cuz i was v worn out
cheerleading aint easy alright.
smsd gay throughout e night (:(:(:
my happy pill!
rushd home t go online t help my gay t brainstorm for his PI
heh wat a joke
mine aint really properly done yet im racking my brain t do his.
hmmm anythg for my gay, right? (:

today
went t pea's place in e morn with keith(free ride!)
heh couldnt go towning cuz im like BANKRUPT alrdy.
sigh dere goes my golden earrings tt ive been eyeing for AGES.
anyhw, playd some stupid games on e ps2
some car racing shit(i forgt e title of e game)
gwen n yw came arnd at noon with our lunch :D
we did our usual lame shits and poold for like few hrs straight
i gt tired, went t nap for awhile
wake up; ate; and died.

HAHAHA. so this is my spirit blogging.
may i RIP.

! kidding of course
dont gt freakd out! LOL

i jus want my ic back, very badly :(
okeh no link. watever.

lonely escapade without space;

2006-04-18T22:26:00.000+08:00

what is e fucking problem with me?!
sigh

love in a trash can;

2006-04-15T13:48:00.000+08:00

HEYLLO (:
im at keithys now. s'posed t be doing flagday today but im sick.
YES im sick. really sick. very sick. so sick.-coughs
nw which part of sick d'u not understand? heh.
e hectic schedule's taken its toll on me
which explains my pathetic state nw
weezing&sneezing&coughing&breaking out in cold sweats etc etc
but i refuse t pay my familydoc a visit
cuz i believe in building up my immune system
i will win e battle :D

and as ure wondering...
if im sick, i should be staying at home, wallowing up in self-pity while warming up my ass on my bed, right? why e hell m i doing here at keithys?

(ha im psychic! i can read ur mind! ok moving on)

...because my RELIC-ISH comp doesnt come with any microsoft thingy
so i cant do my PW PI&hist essay outline at home.
sad right? i know :(
anyhw, keithys ahmad fetchd me t his place in e morn while keithy's still zzzing like a lardass. i swear i heard him talking in his dreams! CREEPY. mus be dreaming of me. HAHAHA I KNW UR DIRTY LIL SECRET NW KEITHY WONG! ehehehehe

lets start by chronicling my wild(not) days.
life's pretty much e same
'cept e fact tt i blew effing 270$(i calculated) this week(excluding e meals i'd in sch)
bought e whitefcuk shirt, guess shirt, quiksilver bag and e puma tote
and all these r bought ONLINE, save e quiksilver bag.
OMFG. i'm so impressed at my shopping ability
guess i could never save up t gt my racquet&sneakers
:( IM AN IMPULSE SHOPPER, somebody SHOOT ME pls.

impulse buys aside,
clubbing was gooooood on thurs(surprise, surprise!)
went _________ with gwen jia kelly yw natl chris and denise
SO INTENSE! -winks at gwen.
oh a quick shootouts t all of e peepo mentioned above: I AM A GOOD DANCER I INSIST!!
heh thou i think only gwen &nathaneul read my blog cuz im nt really close with e rest.

woke up on fri morn with a BAD SORE THROAT
it didnt stop me frm towning thou. ha xp
i think i will die if i stayd at home instead. haha
anyhw, went t town with ubercool shopping partner faddyy
my plan was t gt a bigbag&some tops
but i cant find e bag i want! and worse still, i was torn apart while deciding if i should buy e huge shades. i didnt gt it in e end. i was determined t stick t my shopping list. haha
finally settled for e quiksilver bag and a SINFULICIOUS swensens towards e end of my mission-impossible shopping trip.
hmm i think tt pretty sums up my good friday. hurhurr pun intended xp

*
y'knw dere will be a time when uve diff groups of frens whom u'll hang around with on diff occassions? like clubbing babys, shopping kakis, beaching(bitching) mates, chilling buddies and yadayadayadayadayada...
its quite diff t find someone whos into e same mood as you t do tt certain things at tt certain time.
obviously i cant ask yw t t bitch with me, hes a male, he can only BARK. LOL.
yes of course dere will definitely be some who can be ur ALL-TIME partner
for me, tt'd be GWYNETH(gwen) MARIE TAN(my bimbotic twin, a lil prettier n stupider. HAHA) and NATL.
nonetheless, I LOVE YOU PEEPO ALL E SAME. ok i love _____ Z MOST. ehehehe.

oh yesss gonna undress my blog nw :0
SCRAM.

i miss you

2006-04-11T21:06:00.000+08:00

SIGHSIGHSIGHSIGHSIGH

do you miss me as much as i miss you?

photos galore!

2006-04-09T21:28:00.000+08:00

yay im finally home
time t upload photos as promised t sean!
i miss you loads shhhh-auwww-nnnn
thanks for e much-belated burfday gift
its jus as pretty as you!
-does a lil red indian dance

tralalala my new hairstyle.

torrance loves annaliese.

annaliese is happy tt she gt a kiss frm torrance (:

and den annaliese gt sick of torrance :(

okeh
till then,
KEEP SAFE.

dilemma

2006-04-09T19:54:00.000+08:00

GREATTTT.
tradeoffs for wearing my pretty heels - SORE FEET&2HUGE&HIDEOUS BLISTERSS
ouch, ouch and OUCH.(random)

had a date with nat yest
(:

*
and
millions of apologies t alex!
im so sorry i couldnt make it t e og outing for e erm 3rd time this mth
book me earlier luhs!
*

(random)hmmm sthg has been bothering me for e past fewdays
puma or nike?
no doubt tt nike is more ex than puma
and its more common than puma
BUT
i think e design is classier LEH
BUT
im broke LEH
BUT
i need a new bag LEH
BUT
i cant make up my mind LEH
BUT
i cant buy both bags LEH
BUT
BUT BUT
BUT BUT BUT
...
heh tts basically wats troubling me
ANNOYING ISNT IT?

bahhh why am i always so random

youre still e one

2006-04-02T15:16:00.000+08:00

i dontknw if u'll read this
but -sighs

youre still the one

e beast and e harlot;

2006-03-28T22:14:00.000+08:00

this shining city built of gold, a far cry from innocence
deres more than meets the eye round here look to e waters of e deep.
A city of evil
dere sat a se7en-headed beast, ten horns raised from his head
symbolic woman sits on his throne but hatred strips her and leaves her naked.
e Beast and e Harlot

-my new drug nw.
so addicted t it!

im digging wat ure telling me;

2006-03-27T20:03:00.000+08:00

im so bored i decided t embark a journey of understanding/exploring my hidden self...

PHYSICALLY...

i noe, a lil tad shameless. hah

MY ROOTS...
Torrance - Celtic/Gaelic
Form of TERENCE; tender, gracious&good
(results frm http://www.parenthood.com/babynames) <- ahh yes BABYNAMES. SPIRITUALLY...

What is Your Soul? (anime pics!!! and many results too!)

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hahah SEE TOLD U SO!

d'u think u NOE me?

anyway im still bored. so yessss more t come!

Bold - True
Italic - I wish it's true
I miss somebody right now.
I dont watch TV these days.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I HAVE BEEN IN A THREESOME.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes. (sometimes?)
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart. (note: totally)
I've broken someone's bones. (i thk i fought with my bro)
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast/unclear.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent tummie show. (wtf?!?!?!)
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop. (buy and shop are quite diff)
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer. (I AM I INSIST)
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything. Other than bullshit.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I have dated a close friends's ex.
I am happy at this moment!
I'm obsessed with guys. (HAHAHA)
Democrat. (partially)
I am punk rockish.
I am preppy
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses. (getting them)
I fall for the wrong people.
I adore bright colours.
Ican't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in
.I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I collect alot of dust on my books.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex. (UHHHH, ambiguous term here, like)
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.
I have ridden an elephant.
I love chocolates & crowns!
I am really emotional.

ok i think its long enuf.
phewwwww

prettypretty

2006-03-26T19:44:00.000+08:00

aft 2hrs of painful mental-struggle t choose e most torrancey outfit t dress my naked blog, i finally settled for THIS pulchritudinous one(: so artsy yet so simple! ahhhh screams TORRANCE ryt when i saw it on blogskins. initially i didnt want t use anythg frm blogskins.com 'cus i wanted MINE t look original n torrancey(hehe my fav word nw. yes SELF-OBSESSED but not totally narcissistic!) so i tried t do my own one jus like my prev one but sadly, i couldnt find any eye-catching or mind-ecstasy pics. thus resulting t stripping peepo's outfit t dress my blog. HA SOUNDS WRONG. sigh if only i KNOW hw t use photoshop. i knw i'll definitely create one tt will make u go "OOOHH AHHH WOOOWWW YESSSSS!!"

LOL.

jus burnd like $XX.XX on my adidas non marking shoes&shoe bag. its considered DIRT cheap alrdy but ynoe poor souls like me dont really have much moolahs. anyway i was quite upset tt i couldnt gt e model i wantd! i think i shall start scrimping&saving t buy another pair. heh heh. btw i accept donations! :D

as i was saying in my prev entry... i need t gt nw squashracquet too but being e cheapo as i always am, i borrowd it frm mr nice guy aka thian jiahui.(:(:(: he agreed so readily can! since im clairvoyant, i can forsee e future of mr thian as BRIGHT&PROMISING. heh heh GOOD KARMA ynoe(: of course i cant use mr thian's racquet for good(thou i hope i could =x) so i still have t burn my moolahs t gt my own racquet. sighsighsighsighsigh so many stuff t buy, so lil ka-ching. i've a plan thou...
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PART-TIME MAID/SLACKING-INSTRUCTOR FOR HIRE!!!
EMAIL ME FOR E DETAILS :D

our time is running out;

2006-03-21T20:40:00.000+08:00

im so nt used t having such a biggg class
our small cosy cg of nine ballooned t effing NINETEEN.
ok maybe tts nt really a BIG class but -sighs
-grumbles grumbles.

ok sthg on a lighter note!
went out with gay last thurs n caught date movie 3
its effing waste of moolahs luhs
e movie's like only an hr plus n its SO PLOTLESS!
its like parodys, parodys &MORE PARODYS.
gd thing it was a treat frm gay. teehee so i didnt really waste my precious $$$
had pasta for lunch, gay's treat again! (:(:
i think e highlight of e gay outing was our butt-smacking antics!
YES MY GAY FRIGGIN SMACKED MY ARSE.
i was like :0 ! but well i was e one who started it. HAHA
so we kinda butt-smackd each other while he was sending me home. oouucchh ooouuucchhh
on e account tt he send me home&treated me t e movies&lunch,
i shall let him off this time round. (:

torrance was feeling studious on fri so i went t e library!
but guess wat
i forgot t bring my IC&library card!
asdfghjklasdfghjkl
tskk dunno wat has gtten into me, ve become rather forgetful ever since jan -pouts
since i couldnt borrow e bks i wanted, i went t e beach n ate icecream with nattty!
GLUTTONS UNITE! :D

watevr happend on sat&sun was nt really worth mentioning
actually i jus forgot wat happened.
LOL weird huh
i could recall wat happened on thurs&fri but couldnt rmb wat was i doing in e wkends
selective memory i guess! :P

ooohyeah im nw in 06a301
same combi as before
i saw familiar faces n unfamiliar ones too
my new cg is overwhelmed with freshies
we old birds r actually outnumbered by e freshies
weird huh

THIS CAME IN at NOON :
I M ALLOCATED T SQUASH!!
like omg luhs
I WANT MY TEEENNNNNIISSSS.
nw ive t burn my pockets t gt e court shoes & squash racquet.
: when will i be able t save up t gt my vans sneakerrrssss?!

-screams

pardon me. i think im pms-ing
BAHHH

we are the shaken

2006-03-15T09:41:00.000+08:00

finally its e longawaited & much anticipated MARCH HOLS :D
woohoo.
ive planned a longlist of activities for this weeeeeeek man
shopping&highteas&games&parties&TANNING&movies&sessions!

BUT MY MOM JUS HAV T SPOIL MY MOOD LUHS.

M: mom aka monster
T: torrance. which is me. -.-

on tues night...

M: are you going out AGAIN tml?
T: yup. playing badminton with my cg.
M: wah. why r u busier on hols than on normal sch days?(madness. its only e SECOND day of e week n shes alrdy complaining.)
T: oh pls. its e HOLS. its e only time of e yr where i can do watever(sort of) i want. i doubt ive e time t go out whn sch starts. dowan t rot at home luhs.
M: asdfghjkl!!!(ok she didnt exactly said tt. but she was screaming some alien language which i dont understand) wat'd u mean by ROT AT HOME HUH. have u no respect t ur home?? u dont like ur home u can jus ROT outside!! asdfghjkl!!!(once again, i faild t comprehend wats shes trying t say. jus felt like shutting her up anyway)
T: i nvr say i dont like home watttt.
M: asdfghjkl!!!!!! (didnt bother t make out wat she was saying, or rather screaming.) ure GETTING TOO WILD!!!(like wtf. i think im e guaiest of all)

SPOILER SIA. if she aint my mom i bet i would jus gaggd her with my smelly socks. SHES SO PARANOID!!! WAT THE EFFFF.

everythg was going well this week(so far so good)
until tt monster of mine starts t vent all her pmsy-ness on me
BAH.
ok i shouldnt let her pmsy-ness affect me.
i have tonnes of happy days ahead of me!
YES :D

WOGAY(can be comprehendd as OK or WO-GAY= i am gay). EXCITING stuff now.

monday
its tanning with my beloved president of WLTA(we love torrance association)&nat&keith. went siloso and playd beach soccer with strangers! HAHA. apparently they didnt have enuf players so they roped us in. IT WAS SOOOOO FUN! they said im a natural cuz i managed a 5 saves! woohoo. ahh yes i was e goalie cuz i didnt knw hw t dribble e big-as-my-head ball. but well, nat said im jus pure tyco cuz wat i did was stupid. i screamd their heads off whn they tried t err score. LOL n stupidgwen calld me e screamer or screamo for e rest of e day.

aft tt we went gwen's place t wash up& had DURIAN FEST. woohoo(e tot of it activates my salivary glands again) we paid like $50 for e durians? YES WE'RE RICH GLUTTONS. hahaha!

tuesday
towned with darleng christine(: shes still as sexy as ever luhs. JEALOUSJEALOUS. hahaha jk. couldnt find e bikini i want :( ohwell. bought my addiasshorts&ripcurlshorts&hairband n christine gt a hairband too. IM SO IN LOVE WITH E FOREVER 21 shorts luhs. its so prepppppyyyyy. -screams. u peepo of WLTA, ynoe wat t do? LOL I WAS JUS JOKING, seriously. hahaha. i had too many skirts so nw im trying t buy as many shorts as possible. IM SO SAD I COULDNT GT MY FOREVER 21 SHORTS. -pouts n die. hahaha

alrighteyyyyy. im so looking forward t meeting my 8darlengs later. woohoo. badminton badminton!

SMELL Y'ALL
LATERSS

ps: i miss my gay. come home soon ok?

a beautiful mistake;

2006-03-10T18:47:00.000+08:00

naughty torrance skipped sch!
yup on yesterday&today.
actually leonardo&earth too. hehe
its irrational t waste time on tt boringpieceofsh.t(read:orientation)
y make us go thru' e same thg again?
at least a change in e orientation programmes luhs!

sighs
i miss my good'ol 06a201 &Alhena1
was so effing devastated whn i knw our cg was posted t castor1
HOW CAN LIKE THIS?!
this means i mus learn all e cheers again!
stupidstupid!!

my new cg is kinda errmm normal.
nt as wild as a201 :(
theyre so normal they make me feel like im a drunkard high on ecstasy n watnots.
sighsighsighsighsighsigh

okk tragedies aside,
lets talk bout sthg on a lighter note.

went out with bestie nanny aka erm darleng for din din last nite
i think i bore e sh.t outta him
HAHA PAISEH AH SO SORRY
low on moolahs u see
sooooo we spent like 3hrs eating.
YES EATING!!!
sinful, sinful.
I MUS REPENT.

keithy&natt
naughtyboys huh
left sch halfway n rang me up for lunch this aftnn
we had pratas!
double yayness&gayness! :D

*
peepo r still so narrow-minded thou its like e 21st century alrdy
tsktsk
a gal out with a guy does nt = a couple dating.
GEDDIT?
ive alrdy simplified matters by stating a foolproof formula/eqn.
memorised it. make sure it stays in ur brain for good.
if not, come n look for me - Dr. Torrance Smartypants Lee
I MAKE SURE IT GT STUCK IN UR HEAD, LITERALLY.

laters!

im on fire when ure near me

2006-03-09T11:00:00.000+08:00

everything inside you knows
says more than what you’ve heard
so much more than empty conversations
filled with empty words

TIRED

2006-03-07T21:53:00.000+08:00

im actually digging Alicia Key's Unbreakable.

this love is unbreakable.

jus had dinner with alex&syen at tamp.
was supposed t be a cg outing but e gals were pretty tied up with their ogl duties
and my new wifey earthee abandoned us for her maid's cooking. HAHA

crapped for like 2hrs at e foodcourt with tt 2 morons(hehe)
DIRTY TALKS sia. HAHAHAHA
hmmm ya mainly gossiped bout schs(includ. ahs, vs...)
syen almost puked out his dessert luhs.
'cuz our topics r like so RIDUCULOUSLY FUNNY.
or maybe its jus the company.
hmmm.

went back home with alex
OH BOY HE SURE IS A SENTIMENTAL PERSON
we'll always be dere for ya boy! but erm try nt t wear ur vj uni whn u visit us in mj luhs huh. (:

ORIENTATION was kinda okay today
thou it was horriblyboring during e first half of e day
we had effing discipline talks luhs!
e vp is like so WOLS(read:slow)
me n nas was counting e secs he would pause before he continues his sentence
its like friggin 5 secs!
TSKK. so popo mama.
den for e rest of e day we jus did e mass dance(yay) n played captain's ball(not-so-yay).
HEH N I HARRASSED FAISAL T BE MY MAN.
(:
deres this moron in my grp who thinks im a lesbian.
SHITHOLE LUHS YOU. =x

OH YA.
i found my long-lost kindergarten fren!
hes in mj! :D
still e same arhh nvr change
but he couldnt recognise me

sigh. hw i miss my presch days.

farewell

2006-02-28T21:40:00.000+08:00

WE WON THE LIT CREATIVE ASSIGNMENT!

yay e 40$ swensen's voucher is all OURS.

06a201 OWNS.

teeeeheeeeeheeeee

ok proper stuff nw.

-clears throat

i'd like t take this opportunity t thank all of my beloved babys of 06A201: takwai, candice, darlingchristine, earthy, devil syen, kingly alex, leonardo n last but nt e least, yongsheng. all of us ve put in great time+effort in this class proj and im so proud of all of ya! there were tears, blood, sweat and saliva.

sigh. its so sad tt we've gotta part soon. in a blink of an eye n 2mths jus passd us by. im so gonna miss e silly(dirty) talks and lame times we share. i'll no longer see leonardo every morn before assembly. i'll nt hear any stupid comments frm devil syen. i'll nt be able t take bus ride home with kingly alex. and i cant attack/abuse em anymore. BOOHOOHOO. why, why mus this happen t me.. my princes(-coughs) are leaving me...

-sniffles.

i hope e 2nd intake peepo wld be jus as interesting

if nt, tt kinda defeats e purpose of me staying in mj instead of going tj.

excite me peepo.

my loves.

youre e heart i call home

2006-02-26T15:36:00.000+08:00

todays my precious babysista burfday!
JUS ONE MONTH AFT MINE(:

went t buy her present &burfday cake at parkway with faddy
hahh gt e strawberry sweetheart n e barbie watch for darleng sissy.
shes sure gonnna love it t bits cuz i noe my sis e best. -winks

e green gio jr polo tee caught my fancy
almost bought it on impulse.
haiyah. den he reminded me its nt really worthwhile

spent my lovely sat with my darlengs
all e gurls r like WOW!
they dolled up sia.
fellow bimboes. haha
ok im nt counted as one cuz still nt qualified yet.
as usual, we made a huge din at e pizzahut
we create noise everywhere we go
ha i dunno if we shuld be proud of tt.

we were rushing t e esplanade t catch e s-21 play
n yes we made it in time thou e gals were on heels.
aft e show we jus roamed aimlessly around esplanade
playd e silly truth or dare
its so not fun
neither daring nor truthful
i'd rather jus jump into e sg river n try t learn swimming dere
den probably some hunky merman will save me yes?

**
tell me wat t do
ynoe i cant see thru e haze around me
& i do anything that just feel better

i missyou

2006-02-24T19:45:00.000+08:00

this is my result from e tickle thingy.
heh d'u think its accurate?

You're a bold, confident orange. A warm, powerful color that indicates a strong, welcoming personality, orange is the mark of people who are social and extroverted by nature. Vibrant, with an upbeat attitude, you have a bright, inviting demeanor. Energetic and fun-loving, you're a real friend-magnet. Your easy charm and unassuming manner make you the sort of person people want to meet and get to know better. Well-rounded and fun to be around, you enjoy helping others, so it's no surprise that orange also symbolizes attraction. Orange is an extraordinary color — for an extraordinary person.

are you in?

2006-02-22T17:42:00.000+08:00

YAY IM BACK(:

betcha missd me crazy.

time flies like how supersonic bees fly t honey.
or maybe how ranceyy fly t -x-.
HAHAHA. ive found my eyecandy in mj!

oh how i love my cg.
they gave me brownies and err hotilicious panties for my burfday(2601)!
interesting peepo yes?
deres e witch, e candy, e motherearth, e ducky, e laxative, e asean, e leonardodicarprio, e goryfan and e PRESIDENT.
lucky me right?
SEEEE ARTS STUDENTS R FARRRRRR MORE INTERESTING THAN YOU MUG-ISH SCI PEEPO.
haha no offense. but hey, it's THE TRUTH
face it darlings(:
its no gooooooood t live in delusion.

you be love and i'll be e liar

2005-06-29T09:06:00.000+08:00

HIATUS

torn into pieces

2005-05-31T19:13:00.000+08:00

the scent still lingers on;

caught starwars this aftnn with ricky(:
though im not a bigggg fan of starwars, i kinda enjoyed it
maybe except d fact tt i was freeeeezing inside d theatre.
tt sweeeetboy of mine offered me his hc uniform(top) & of course i took it
at first i was kinda worried tt his shirt may reek of this "nan ren wei", or preferably known as d masculine scent.
but i was proven wrong, very wrong.
I WAS ACTUALLY ADDICTED T THAT SMELLL OF HIS SHIRT!!
its like d combination/mixture of bodysoap+detergent+"masucline scent"or watsoever.
gees. i was pretty distracted by this alluring fragrance..
but his spastic comments bout d show managed t zap me back t reality. ooouuuccchh

ouhkay aft tt we went t eat at longjohns.
saw some familiar facessss n yes, i tried t ignore their presence
'cuz i was a lil embarrassed
dont ask me why, i dun have a clue too.
was pretty entertained by his "i-can-freeeeze-u-to-death" jokes
arrfing hilarious!
den it came someparts where he suan-ed me t no end
so i flashed out my plastic knife n kept attacking him as if tt was my lightsabber.
too much starwars i guess! xp
poor boy gt some hideous reddish scars on his hand--my masterpiece
i should be made a jedi, ynoe.
shoooooo anakin! back off obi-wan!

HAHAHA i was just joking :D

ricky sent me home aft all d traumatic experience for him
while in d bus, i cont'd attacking him with my "force"
oh no d starwars saga has gotten d better of me!

and here i am, using my uncle's lappy at his uhh aloha loyang chalet.
arrffing boredddd. :(

i dont know if its right of me t feel this way, again.
but d smiles&warmth u brought me were real.
so real it feels surreal.

like yesterday it's gone

2005-05-30T12:40:00.000+08:00

HOOOLIDDAAYY -waves your hands in d air n shake your booty baby!

im soooo high so flyyyy :D maybe it's d liquor tts acting on me maybe it's d hangover(?!) maybe it's d music(holiday by green day) maybe it's d company im keeping (gwen&co) maybe it's jus me being ME (:

yest was my broey's all-time favourite gay partner aka yw's burfday party. drank a lil; dance a lil; ATE A LOT; played ALOT; slept a lil; kissed none. HA. at first mom dint really allowed me t go 'cause "shes worried for me". den yw called n i made him talked on d phone with mom n viola! okay credits t gwen&my broey too. THANKYOU BABYS >(: hmmm so i wore my favourite white glittery fcuk halter & jeans while broey donned d usual shirt&jeans. WE LOOKED LIKE A COUPLE accordding t gwen(she came over at noon) cuz we both wore jeans&whitetop but heck. everyone dere noes we're bro&sista.

i made gwen t go with me in case broey n co decides t abandon me(which means t catch d m18 shows) goodness gracious gwen lookd like shes ready for clubbing! brownflippedMINIskirt & hugemisssixty white buckle belt & pinkguess tube & maxmara choker! i bet if deres any kidnapper/sex maniac on d loose, gwen would be his next victim. man shes HOTTTT. SOMEONE GOT REAL TURNED ON BY our goodness gwen, eh? -winks.

deres like around 20+ ppl turned up for his party. almost couldnt recognise nat though i met him a week ago. he freaking shaved his head even b4 hes enlisted. kiasuism. -shakes head. my sis-in-law kel came at near 7 n brought d yummylicious tiramisu for us! nicenicenice (:

so its dancing&(mainly)playing all d way t 11 when mom called :(. gt a lil nervous cuz i was nt supposed t drink! as in alcoholic drinks luhs. if she knw i had some liquor shes prolly nt gonna lemme out for parties anymore. soooo i gt everyone t convince mom tt its late & we're still pretty hyper n yadayadayadayadayada. mom lenient! yay :D much because broey's with me & she thinks yw is a MR NICE GUY. -sniggers

cont'd t fool around till i gt knocked out. woke up & found myself lying on top of uhh gwen&nat. still properly dressed mind u. my earrings gt tangled up with gwen's hair. took like 15mins t untangle my earrings. it was an awkward position ok, with my ears sticking to her head.

had pratas for brunch. kel&broey went off t somewhere else. t dating of course. hah d rest are playing either ps2 or xbox while i hogged d comp. going off real soon. :(

deres sch tml. sadsad. but nvm, im going out with ricky aft sch tml (:

my konstantinee

2005-05-24T21:26:00.000+08:00

hello im at christian's cribs nw -waves. okayy so i did screwed up my L1r5. very badly in fact. i needa uhh half-ed my l1r5 t get into a decent jaycee. pathetic. it's PTC for me this fri i guess. d muchdreaded parents-teacher conference. -frowns. i smell trouble. SIGH

i always catch d clock its 11:11

heres d very brief summary of my uhh (private) post exams activities/celebrations. jus in case u were wondering how i spent tt much anticipated break. I KNOW U VE NOTHING T DO!! HA!

tues aft chem paperone: sammie&i went towning! yay. WE LOVE TOPSHOP. <3
wed(1st marking day for 4a) : kayak my day away with gwennie&co. they all gt burnt but im still as white as d white steamed chicken. tskk. i did NOT apply any sunblock or watever uv thingy at all aight.
thurs(2nd marking day) : cleaned up my room! GREAT ACCOMPLISHMENT okay. wat a fruitful day :D
fri(d judgement day aka get-back-results-and-cry day) : i failed amaths. wats new. ha. but i passed chem&emaths!!! dance baby dance!!!
sat: tuition as usual. saw nat while on d way t parkway for din din. (:
sun: went msia. for shopping of course. bought loadsa body shop stuff. yay
mon: home sweet home.

ok so its not actionpacked. tats very typical of me anyway. aight i noticed this lil commotion in my comments system... UH i dont really care if u think sugarcult "sucks" as much as mcfly(which mean it sucks all d way t d centre of d earth n den back t d moon) 'cause I LIKE IT WAT. i cant help it if u think sugarcult sucks or watsoever. ok? go ahead n condemn them for all i care. i'll jus delete watever i deem inappropiate luhs ok. HAIYO.

i miss my pumpkin. NOTE: chris/christian is not my bf. GWEN STOP SPREADING LIES. ynoe its not true. 'cause im happily ....... t my pumpkin (:

behind these hazel eyes

2005-05-11T21:30:00.000+08:00

wogay im over at gwen's cribs now. aha i noe i SHOULDNT be out during this period of time but HECK ah. deres jus NOTHING t study for eng ryt? only dumb asses do tt. woohoo 6more days & im liberated!! -dances around.

i betta blog this quick cause dad's gonna pick me up in uhh 25mins time. so pardon if its slipshot or aiya make do with it wogay.

6papers down. i can so predict my amaths marks.if im lucky i could jus fail borderline, if not i guess its SINGLE DIGIT for me. ahaha im so prepared for d worst. chem is still-can-make it luhs. bio is good. (:

as for my humanities subjs.. I STILL CANT FINISH THEM ON TIME!! ss, eng lit & hist. RAH. i need t improve on my writing speed. no point mugging so hard t remember d content n yet fail t write them dwn ryt? argh. its getting on my nerves. i could've probably done betta if i could write like 1/4 time faster! RAH RAH RAH. sigh. humans r like my bestest(?!) subjs aight. i will die a terrible death if i get like b4 or lower. -frowns&pout.

i'll be tearing hair out while mugging tml. its modernworldhist&emaths paper two on thurs. -ROAR! tuition & more tuition. read&memorise. t quote reuben, "SAD AH!"

gwen's irritating me with her simple plan&mcfly songs. at first i tot its some boyband cd she was playing. theyre like POP BALLADS ynoe. eeyer. ive nthg against pop but i CANNOT stand mcfly. really. I NEED I NEED I NEED I NEED I NEED.....

....
........
...........SUGARCULT!!! -screams.

wogay im going off soon. t get my dose of sugarcult :D i LOVE SUGARCULT. much loves. i cant wait for tues! heh while y'all pathetic souls still mugging yer asses out, IM GOING T PARTY N PARTY N PARTY till MY PANTS DROP! oops. :D

happy mugging u twerps.
XXXOOOXXXOOOXXX

i even fell for that stupid love song

2005-05-04T15:32:00.000+08:00

aye aye! gwennie&torrie reporting for dutyy. =)

we had a crazy weekend. =DDD okay lets jus summarise our exciting happenings.

saturday 30042005- towning with sweethearts! bought loadsa stuffies.(torrie spent in total of 120$ on 1tank, 1tee, 1funky fcuk skirt. gwen splurged near 150$ on a pair of slip-ons & guess tee) saw loadsa irksome beings.(case of the EXS) -frowns. but ahh it dint really affect our mood. d highlight of d day was tt we exchanged our sch uniforms; i wore gwen's ij uniform and she took my nerdish too-white-to-miss uniform. to complete my supposedly "bimbo" look, gwen tied my hair into a superperky ponytail with limegreen rubber band n colourful pins t secure d frills. my head was like this christmas tree luhs. aiyo. my bro almost couldnt recognise me whn he met me later. tskk. keithy said i look girly n commented tt gwen somehow or rather failed t look intellectual(shit u keithy!) went t kpool t uhh play pool with broey&frens while gwennie changed out of my YUCKY ahs uniform n went clubbing.

sunday 01052005 HAPPY LABOUR's DAY- torrie had a hott date with some smartypants. aha jk. she had tuition with a fren at causeway point(?!!). uhuh den chris called torrie up at 5 in the evening and lured her to go tonning at keithy's place. torrie called gwennie to come along. in the end, 5ppl went. basically, everyone made a fool outta themselves dere. (chris almost got castrated by gwen, torrie was pushed into the pool together with keithy, gwen went bonkers when she heard the britney spears DO SOMETHIN' and did the SLUT dance with chris. nic molested everyone.)

monday 02052005- i tot i could finally get my ass down t study/mug. but my family dragged me t tm and yes i shopped like mad again. bought 3spag tops from mango. so i squandered almost half of my fortune. -frowns. dad extorted 50$ from me & 80$ from broey for d mama's day pressie. -screams. gwennie was a good gal n stayed home t study. (go place ur 4D bets nw)

wow. that was long. okay so dont be confused cuz its the BOTH OF US blogging. aiyo. i came all d way frm tanah merah t tanjong pagar t use d comp at gwen's place. PATHETIC AH. >:(

ok im leaving now. ciao. enjoy ur stay here. (:

i'll be jus fine, pretending im not

2005-04-30T12:18:00.000+08:00

hello this is gwennie reporting for duty! =D as we all know(i presume u do) our poor torrie can no longer update her bloggie uhhuh. but i decided to keep this pretty(bloody) bloggie alive! yes yes i will update on her behalf. =)=) im a good fren after all kay.

our dearie gt so traumatised after her oral exam tat she yelled at a COMPLETE STRANGER(gasp!) when tt promoter was trying to approach us.

"SHUT UP U SUCKER!!!!!"

yes tat was the exact words she erm shouted. or yelled. crazy gal. i got so shocked okay. her face was like WHOA PLEASE DONT COME NEAR ME I WILL BITE U tat kind lor. tat guy so dumb la. if we dont respond means we're uninterested right den go away la. this kinda ppl really ask for it. think tat guy cursed us in hokkein or something. heck.

it was a very bad day for her so i decided to keep her accompany. we went parkway and lunched at yoshinoya. her face was still veryyyy fierce la. so i tried to cheer her up by talking bout LALA. finally she smiled okay. credits to me!! =D ah oh her LALA msg`d her and u can totally see the drastic mood change ok. this mad gal even drag`d me to the ecp to stare at the sky(sun). its like how bloody hot lor. but wat to do, im a loyal fren okay. i wont abandon my bestie! =)=)=)

she told me a stupid lame joke on the way home(obviously her LALA has some miraculous effect on her) -> THE FUSION OF PUNK AND JAZZ IS....?

JUNK.
(screams)

k i think its long enough. happy anot torrie? u owe me the muddy mud pie from coffee club xpress ok! wheeeeeeee. we`re going towning!(when we`re supposed to be mugging at home) =)=)=)

love,
GWENNIE.

so deep that i didnt even scream fuck me

2005-04-28T14:07:00.000+08:00

HEAR ME ROAR!!!

BAH. my comp's seriously screwed. manythanx t tt friggin ED***. so yeaa wun be updating as often till someone performs a miracle on tt piece of damned metal.
fag it.

im SHIVERING in d uhh autumn symphony aka xiu tian de ying yue comp lab. wat a name for a comp lab. s`posed t be REVISING for our midyrs but everyones either playing comp games or surfing p.orn. aha kidding.

speaking bout midyrs, i still have -counts 11days t d first paper n 1 freaking day t d paper one&oral exam. believe it or not, ive not started mugging at all. gees.

gawdddd. i need a miracle. but..L1R5 < 15? ok i need more than a miracle. -frowns.

and i love you baby. :D

feed d hungry

2005-04-13T21:29:00.000+08:00

that time of d month >:(
AHA.

watching todays concert almost brought me t tears. no, not because i find d whole friendship week thingy touching, its because -
1. IT is yet another lame showcase of BAD DANCING. alamak. even d supposedly-t-be-breakdancing-cum-cheerleading thingy cant save d whole show. SAD AH.
2. i was steaming like a bun in d uhh steamer, waiting t be cookd. shit u baboonseng. why cant we have d assembly in d air con hall?? hello, we paid our sch fees aight.
3. i was wearing my FULL PE ATTIRE whn they took d 'sec4 friendship class photo'. i didnt evn friggin noe in d 1st place tt theyre gonna 'PUBLICISE' our ohsoglamourous pic. is this some kinda HAPPY FRIENDSHIP WEEK surprise? congrats t them, they freak me out.

tell me how can i not be traumatised?! ive a sad life. take pity on me and get me some slimming products. be part of make-yx-happy proj! save a life!

WOGAY(its a new form of ok, courtesy of gwen)
lemme share one piece of good news with y'all
I GOT MY NEW CELL!!! yes yes tt very stylish nokia7260. haha i noe im very LAG. but SAD AH ppl gt NO MONEY u see. nvm. ITS MINE NW. muahahaha. like finally! yay lets do d victory dance together! -shakes ass

heres one interesting happening tt took place on d very fateful 11042005:
backgrd info: we were all preparing t visit my great grandaunt. i was wearing my fav mambo halter and den...
broey: eh since whn did ur boobs grw t normal size?
ME: -rolling my eyes- AND since whn did ur penis grw t d acceptable length?
broey: walau. its ALWAYS standard size ok. in fact i think its LONGER than d average. -with a smug look on his face- (honestly, i cant comment on this cuz ive never seen his thang. yucks)
ME: SAME HERE. my boobs has always been NORMAL THANK YOU.
broey: stop living in denial. its bad.
ME: u too. get a life. stop ogling at ur own sista.
broey: me??...wat???!!..
...

BANG BANG!! double combo. woohoo. okok heres other one t kill time. i mean t kill ur time. i noe uve too much time t spare ryt? aint tt d reason why ure here staring at this particular line??bingo(:
this is wat happened: mom saw me in halter top. mom shakes head and..
mom: AIYO. if ur greatgrandaunt see u wear liddat sure flip one
ME: haha. flip ah good lor. do exercise good for lao ren jia ynoe.
mom: dont be cheeky! go gt change t sthg decent.
ME: this is very decent LIAO. u want me t wear long sleeve n jeans isit?!
mom: GOOD IDEA. nw SHOO. go change!
ME: NOOOOO. -shudders-
...10mins later...
i came out wearing a BLACK fcuk long sleeve shirt with d white FCUK wordings splashd across d chest, matchd with a pink(omg. im wearing PINK. go buy 4D!!!) ok its fuchsia skirt. this time, my DAD had a prob with tt.
dad: WHY FCUK?! so crude!!!!
ME: ure d crude one luhs. its d initials for FRENCH CONNECTION UK.
dad: but it gives others d wrong impression ynoe..
ME: nooo!! i tot ure a liberal dad!!! u LIKE mcr!! u cant be THAT bad ryt??!
dad: oh ya true HOR. okok go ahead. i doubt she lao ren jia will noe wats fcuk. HAHAHA.

WHEE. trust me t come up with tt line (:

alrights. im getting all hyped nw. we'll gt dismiss at 12pm tml t catch d bball girls nationals finals. yay. we'll be cheering for them. yay. i can go out aft tt. yay. and d only UN-YAY thing is tt I DONT NOE HW T GO ANYWHERE FRM TOA PAYOH SPORTS HALL WITHOUT TAXI. ah how brilliant.

so long & goodnight! keepsafe!

baby i love you so

2005-04-10T21:15:00.000+08:00

I have thought of rose petals mostly perfect and pure

den I thought of your petals

and the abuse theyve been through

i dunnoe wat got me t gt soooooo addicted t The Used

yes, i even changed d layout t The Used one (:(:

praise me darlengs! its so fricking nice! :D

I lost my head

You couldnt come

This lust t my brain almost feels like a gun

sigh.

its been a bad bad week

havent really enjoyed a day this wk

though i ponned cca on fri t catch miss congeniality 2 with my 2 precious darlengs anns&sammie

had this gurl-t-gurl talk with them at mac b4 d movie

my dearie anns gt very emo as usual

and HA, guess wat, i was playing d cool bean all along

maybe its cause im nt d victim, or so t say.

boo. WHATEVER.

im very sick of it already,- i emphasise, VERY sick.

of all d pretences n fake facades.

so gross.so revolting.fugly.

ohwell but its a real test t friendship yea?

many hugs&kisses&heartfelt thanks t ricky, nannybestie, anns, linfengie, gwen and basically everyone who showered me with care&concern.

heh aint it so hair-raising? awww im jus so capable of mushy stuff :D

-smucks.

much <3<3<3<3s

I told d angels

cant stay in heaven

I asked d devil

If we cut out the bad well then we'd have nthg left

Like I cut up your angels

Yeah you stabbed me to death

thank you, come again (:

i hate you fcked up miss

2005-04-06T21:15:00.000+08:00

baby you could keep me up in bed

my konstantine

you spin around me like a dream

we played out on this movie screen

and i said

did you know i missed you

when im not that strong t carry on

take me away from it all

hello

2005-04-03T14:47:00.000+08:00

hello all (:
decided t shift again(since all my sneakers died)
its alright if ure lazy t relink
deres this link in my old blog which will link u here

yeaps so im nw at keith's place with d usual bunch of crazy doofus(gwen, chris, keith(DUH!!!)&kelvin)
heh we were so bored aft training tt we decided t crash at keith's homey
(movies&shopping didnt thrill d guys)
his mansion is damn big okay
any bimboes or himboes or dumbasses will lose their way i tell u -chuckles
see gwen, i didnt tell anyone u cant find ur way t d billard room!!
oopsy. xp

lunchd at this nearby thai restaurant and d food is sooo yummylicious
went back t keithy's homey aft tt
d guys playd pool while gwenny&i crappd nonstop bout - and *
heh okok make it bitching.(d guys joined in at times while waiting for their turns)
AFTER 90 friggin mins d guys were still playin pool
such selfish fellas. -shakes head
so gwenny&i had no choice but t play comp

HERE I AM, with the EVER-ADORABLE HOTTIE GWENNY crashing in
she wanna say that she loves me(i know that, darleng xp)

did this new blog template(with no one's help) in 20mins :D
remarkable right?
ok luhs nw this HOTTIE wants me t credit her for uhh feeding me with kokokrunch
THANK YOU AH GWEN MARY TAN SI TING(why ur name so long wan?)

tata!
shall go bug d guys nw (:
smucks!